Gotta Laugh

There's a popular saying that you gotta laugh to keep from crying. While I was in Ghana and right after I came home, I said it almost every-other sentence. You know what? I never want to hear those words again. All the time I was in Ghana I never cried. I was actually famous for my lack of tears and for my ready laughter. But it didn't feel good. When I see pain like that again, I want to cry. I want to cry hard.